Marcel Winatschek

Goodbye, Orange County

John came by today and we spent about an hour outside walking and philosophizing about human failings, as one does. His green contacts are genuinely unsettling in the best way. Somewhere between one grim observation and the next I also found out that Kalli wants nothing to do with me anymore—no explanation offered, none forthcoming.

Math exam this morning. Half the class did fine, the other half didn’t. I’ll find out where I land. Went into town with Becca afterward, which helped. And now I’m home watching the clock until 9:15, when the last ever episode of The O.C. airs.

The world is cruel. We’re all going to watch it and cry.