Marcel Winatschek

The Rain Cloud

Why do lilies of the valley droop their heads? Why am I always tired? What keeps me going, what holds me to life? These are the kinds of questions Balbina asks on Die Regenwolke, the first single from her new album Fragen über Fragen. Most songwriters would turn these into a love song—the ache before the chorus, the setup for the confession. But these aren’t love songs. Balbina doesn’t write love songs, and she’s genuinely proud of this fact.

She’s a German songwriter who builds albums out of observation, letting one odd detail lead to the next. A drooping flower, a nagging exhaustion, the mystery of what keeps a person alive. Words are her tool for thinking through the world, not for performing emotion. She finds strange phrases buried in the noise—”word groups in alphabet soup” is how she describes it—or imagines funny little search parties deep in a moor looking for happiness. On first listen it might sound naive, but that’s intentional. She loves simplicity, the plainness of just asking without building toward some answer.

Die Regenwolke is the first preview of Fragen über Fragen. And if you’re expecting sad love songs—the kind where the rain cloud of heartbreak runs down the singer’s cheek—you’d be wrong. They’re not love songs. Not even the ones with genuine hurt in them. She’s proud of that. Even when there’s real melancholy, real pain, it’s not dressed up as romance. It just isn’t. Or is it?