Marcel Winatschek

The Slow Crack in the Disney Cocoon

The easy read on Selena Gomez is still the dismissive one: another Disney product, processed at the factory while still young and pliable, loaded with inoffensive pop songs, paraded across red carpets until the shelf life expires and the machinery moves on to the next one. The people who think this way are usually listening to something earnest and Scandinavian and feel very good about themselves for it. They’re wrong.

Selena Gomez is not the female Justin Bieber, which is the comparison that gets made lazily and often. Bieber was a different kind of damage—a kid fed to an industry that turned him into something genuinely harmful for the generation that grew up watching him perform adulthood before he could manage it himself. With Selena the pressure is visible rather than exported. You can see it in her face in interviews, in the years of tabloid health crises, in the slow and careful accumulation of music that keeps reaching toward something darker without quite committing. She’s been trying to climb out of the Disney cocoon for years, clearly aware of exactly what’s clinging to her, not entirely sure she’s allowed to just tear it off. The Weeknd’s dick and a few good producers can only get you so far.

Fetish, featuring Gucci Mane, is the closest she’s come to actually tearing it off. The video is quietly disturbing—Selena as a dissociated housewife doing things with no good explanation, looking precisely as beautiful and as unhappy as the song requires. There’s something being worked out here about being desired without being seen, which is the occupational hazard of being her. It’s an audiovisual essay on the particular horror of being a Disney girl who grew up in public, and it’s more honest than anything she’s released before.

Whether this is the beginning of her Miley moment—the deliberate detonation of everything that came before—or just a careful step toward the edge without actually jumping, I genuinely can’t say. Fetish could be either. It could be both at once, which might be the only honest answer for someone who still has enough to lose that she can’t quite afford to alienate everybody. The crack is there, though. Watch how wide it gets.